kirsten is in a very chillaxed mood... :)

loving the holidays! they are one of the most splendid things ever invented, and bring happiness to us all (i imagine.) my holidays started weeks ago, but have had to wait for various friends to finish their so-called "study" and "exams." but now we're almost all done! one year of uni down, and 3 months of holidays to look forward to. the relaxed atmosphere of doing absolutely nothing, jumping into the pool fully clothed, and having o.c. marathons. yes, these holidays are shaping up brilliantly.
in exactly a week i am back to mundubbera. its going to be brillo for many reasons;
1. it is home. everybody loves going back home
2. i shall be reunited with excellent friends (and home cooked food)
3. it will be a lot easier to save money (given that there is nowhere to shop or go out :D :D)
i'm hoping to get back into some hobbies that i've basically given up since living on the coast, like painting and writing. it seems since i've been here, i havent been as dreamy as i used to. so definitely going back to my roots could be a good thing.
and then after some glorious weeks in mundubbera, i am moving right back into student accommodation to live with my girls and joshy!! lalalaaaaa...the idea is so enticing, i want to move in right now hahaha. cannot wait, they are all spectacular people :)
<3

Coldplay - See You Soon

So you lost your trust,
And you never should have, you never should have,
But don't break your back,
If you ever see this,
Don't answer that.
In a bullet proof vest,
With the windows all closed,
I'll be doing my best,
I'll see you soon,
In a telescope lens,
And when all you want is friends,
I'll see you soon.
So they came for you,
They came snapping at your heels,
They come snapping at you heels,
But don't break your back,
If you ever see this,
Don't answer that.
In a bullet proof vest,
With the windows all closed,
I'll be doing my best,
I'll see you soon,
In a telescope lens,
And when all you want is friends,
I'll see you soon,
I'll see you soon.
I know you lost your trust,
I know you lost your trust,
Don't lose your trust,
I know you lost your trust

fml. fml. fml.

we all love music.

music. the language everyone speaks. the right rhythm, melody and lyrics have the power to connect to anyone. i have recently discovered so many brilliant songs, and i'm so glad i did. i think that in life, we gradually find songs that we find so enthralling and meaningful to us, and over our lifetime, these songs become the soundtrack to our lives.
happy to report that mine is growing spectacularly :)

<3

the first time i heard this song, i fell in love with the lyrics..

"I'm Yours" - The Script

You touch these tired eyes of mine
And map my face out line by line
And somehow growing old feels fine
I listen close for I'm not smart
You wrap you thoughts in works of art
And they're hanging on the walls of my heart

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours

You healed these scars over time
Embraced my soul
You loved my mind
You're the only angel in my life
The day news came my best friend died
My knees went week and you saw me cry
Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours
I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
I know I don't fit in that much
But I'm yours

back from a home holiday

back from a visit back home. i have stuck a mundubbera citrus sticker on the front of my car, which i think has an intriguing effect. for those who are equally intrigued by my car..yes . that would be it. it was soooo lovely to be back home for a bit..there really is no place like home, the place you were raised, the place which shaped your sense of being. :)

good news!

1 more week of uni classes left for the year.

I'M ECSTATIC

goodnight.

friday = chillax!

i have decided today is my day off. no uni work today! yesss. i have a feeling my day off is going to include chocolate milk, harry potter and possibly...the hannah montana movie. hahahaha
i have started re-reading harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban. it's funny, but whenever i feel overwhelmed or stressed, i feel like turning the pages of harry potter. it still has the power to take me into a different world, and it cheers me up so much (even after reading it for a million years). its good though, because i am going to be a lot less stressed once i finish up my assessment. two weeks of uni left for the year!! MEANING: first year of uni down! wow yeahhhh. it feels amazing, it took such a long time to get here, and i've already got a quarter of it finished. reeeeeeeeeeeally can't wait for the holidays though. massive amounts of chillaxing planned.
hmm. feel like eating toast and drinking iced coffee :D

how very dreadful haha

ahh..still have the hives again. they have simply just flared up again! this is sooooo unfair :(
but i have also never had hives before so its rather interesting trying to figure out what it could be from?
best guess is a bug bite or a plant thingoo...how nasty of them. guess its off to the doctors today. hfsafosafjsdagddsa
how very dreadful lol

:( had a sad adventure to ze hospital last night..ew

i.hate.having.hives.
that is all.

just a lil something from my mind..

fears arise. tears fall
a vicious circle,
binding me tight to the thing i loathe...
yet love.
it's circling me faster than ever
it's just in a day, then turns to a night
tomorrow will come and far too soon.
with it arrive the same fears, the same tears
it stems from this thing that circles my being
it's you.

just an idea dude

hmm, feel like drinking tonight. i wonder what the girls are up to?

i have given myself eye strain. yes, the bad sort. most probably from sitting in front of the computer alllll day finishing assignments (which i am happy to say that i succeeded in). soooooo what to do when one has considerable head pain? back to the computer, of course.
nerrr
so now, after giving myself the day off tomorrow, i find that i have a completely uneventful, empty weekend planned. let's see what it brings, shall we? :)

good song...

[Requiem for O.M.M.2 by Of Montreal]
When I met you I was just a kid,
hadn’t built up my defenses,
so I gave my heart completely,
vaseline over the lenses,
memories don’t go away,
I remember every day.
I never ever stop wondering,
Wondering if you still think of us,
I don’t need a photograph,
'cause you’ve never left my mind,
No, you’ve never left my mind.
I remember feeling like a ship,
whose captain was too drunk to steer,
and you watched as I was sinking,
waving sadly from the pier.
It’s such a burden to carry ’round,
the vestiges of dead dreams,
and I don’t want to make a wake out of my life,
I just had to let you go.

mmmm, yogo for breakfast. how i love this delicious, chocolatey yoghurt crap., with a lil picture of a monkey on the label. but i suppose a good-looking food is not that important when you have to devote almost all your day to doing assignments, and two of them at that. one crazy one for a absoloutely ridiculous core class...a hideous report. and then a 1000 word critical response for creative writing on books i've barely read. spectacular!!
although i have to admit in my splendid day that awaits me, there is a silver lining. and that is this: sometimes, i reeeeally love having the upper hand. some people have the insane ability to get under your skin every single time. so sometimes, to be the one in charge of what happens..its a great feeling. not that i'm one of those people who seek vengeance/are psycho/craaaazy about things hahaha. but it feeeels good :D
i think i'm in serious need of a fringe trim, too. its getting far too long, and yesterday i was the unfortunate target of a pretend punching game with my mate bill, or bilbo baggins, as i like to call him. anyway the incident occurred outdoors on the way to uni, when a gust of wind came and swept my fringe all over my face. not very desired, and so i was unable to see where the pretend punches were going, hence i lost. so that is on my list today: fringe trimmed!! unless i become too hermit-like and never leave my room until these assignments are at least partially done...

some deep thinking...

life's like a road we travel on. so much can happen in a matter of weeks, or hours, which can completely alter our outlook on certain things. a simple conversation or phrase can lead to misunderstandings and complications...some of which would be better left alone; never dealt with/never even brought to the surface. some things in life are the ones you just can't have.

it's just sunday

so...a blog. here we go, something like my diary. although much more accessible, public and easier than handwriting all my thoughts. which i would love to do, but am far too lazy. i feel i already write too much at uni.
this is where all my lovely rants and thoughts are going to turn up from now on. how very splendid to have somewhere to share these things with...i often feel chatty but somehow have trouble voicing what i mean. so i will try my very best here, enjoy <3